![]() ![]() I have memory of the psychological abuse. Complacency is not an option with the shadow of rigid religious thought. Freedom requires maintenance, the shackles of mind through indoctrination need to be exposed to the light of truth. I don't want to give an inch to those who want me disempowered. There has been a long shadow from it in consequences. I have sadness and anger about how i was ‘treated’ in youth. I have to reassert reality rather than submit to trance suggestions. Due to residual Shame tape memory I am still fed some of the same old bullshit in toxic thinking. Why do I share about the ideological abuse I experienced? Firstly to resist the hang over from the dogma. Platitudes like ‘Stinking thinking…’, they stank alright. They’d found a new way to do it to others. The counsellors had their own history of abusing others. Indoctrinating self abusive ideology over self compassion. I’ve not thought on it for thirty years but the services stank. Pray for it to be removed….’ That wasn’t a lot of help. 12 step counselling services - ‘it’s self pity. I entered Minnesota model addiction counselling aged 19-22. They did nothing and just shamed me saying it was ‘attention seeking’. Adults in my family and the school were aware of the wounds all over my arms. I started to address the issue when I first abstained from alcohol aged 18. I self harmed, in the form of shallow cuts with a razor from age 14-18. ![]()
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